[Intro]
Black candles, cracked lenses, ash in the air
Past sins in the walls like they trapped in there
Heartbeat like war drums under my ribs
Self-exorcism tonight — either die or leave
[Verse 1]
Schizophrenic sentiment settling in my skeleton
Venomous resonance bending my mental elements
Every breath got a hex in the texture embedded in it
Like the devil left fingerprints etched in my melanin
Pacing in circles with surgical verses rehearsing reversals
The person emerging’s concerning
Curtains are burning, furnace is turning
I’m learning the thing in the dark isn’t mercy deserving
Wordsmith with a cursed tongue
Church bells ring when the worst comes
Every regret manifests as a pestilence
Festered and nested inside of my chest again
Spirits that slither through mirrors and whisper
“You’re never delivered, you’re sick in the system”
[Pre-Chorus]
Salt on the floorboards
Blood on the doorknob
Voice in the dark saying “You can’t ignore God”
I scream right back
“Either leave my body…
Or we both die in it”
[Chorus]
Self-exorcism — head split, lights flick!
Blood drip, tongue twist, crucifix bitch!
Voices all screaming in a pitch-black rhythm
“LET ME IN!” — get out my system!
Self-exorcism — chest kick, mind flip!
Teeth grit, veins twitch, all-night sickness!
Hands on my skull while I fight what’s within me
Yelling “YOU AIN’T GONNA END ME!”
[Verse 2]
Automatic panic attack with the black magic
Backtracking through bad habits and fragmented past damage
Half savage, half sadness matched with a cracked language
Laughing while I’m having a psychological crash landing
Walls got faces forming from the distortion
Warning me torment is normal and morphing
No sleep, heartbeat offbeat
Cold breeze crawl through the cracks in the concrete
Mind gone militant, spiraling villainous
Violence and bitterness tightening ligaments
Holy water thrown at the image in the mirror
But the image only grins while it’s getting nearer
Then it whispered:
“You can’t kill fear when the fear’s your creator”
I screamed right back:
“Then I’ll die as your betrayer!”
[Breakdown]
Get out my cortex
Out my conscience
Out my bloodstream
Out my optics
I won’t let darkness
Build a house in me
[Verse 3]
Parasitic patterns in the back of my cranium
Aggravated anguish with catastrophic behavior shifts
Hallucinations got me pacing with a dangerous cadence
Every phrase rearranged into hateful evocations
Pulse jumping rhythmically like war drums spiritually
Skin crawl, eyes blur instantly
Room full of whispers speaking cryptically
“Give in… let the sickness live”
Nah — I’d rather die than let the demon win
So I carved every sin that I hid deep within
Into these lyrics just to bleed it from my skin
[Outro]
Candles fade with the dawn appearing
Heavy breathing, ears still ringing
Mirror cracked but the grin disappeared…
Now the silence sounds worse than the spirit.
Drozalloxx
