Chasing Myself by Drozalloxx - Zona

Chasing Myself by Drozalloxx - Zona

Lyrics

[Intro]

2 A.M., red light bleed through the rain

Heartbeat dragging like a rusted chain

Shadow in the alley got my walk, my pace

Every time I turn around—I see my face

[Verse 1]

I seen me run, then I ran again

Same dead road with a different end

Boots hit gravel, my thoughts hit brakes

Knee-deep drowning in familiar mistakes

Face in the glass with a wolf-like grin

“Come on, boy… let the war begin”

I chased that ghost through abandoned blocks

Found my own tracks when the sirens stopped

Heart full static, chest full rust

Every promise I touch just turns to dust

Hands still twitch from the weight I drag

Every memory stitched in a torn black flag

I tried to bury what I couldn’t face

But the dirt spit back every ounce of pain

Now the moon hangs low like a warning bell

And the mirror talks like it knows me well

[Pre-Chorus]

I’m too far gone

Still moving on

My name in smoke

My lungs half broke

The floor keeps bending

My hands still shake

I screamed for help

Got back my face

[Chorus]

I’m chasing myself

(chasing myself)

I’m losing myself

(losing myself)

Running in circles

Circles of dust

Begging for mercy

But nothing looks up

I’m chasing myself

(chasing myself)

I’m losing myself

(losing myself)

Every road I take

Leads back to us

[Verse 2]

Burnt bus stop and an empty can

Cold blue stare and a shaking hand

Asked the night where my hope got spent

It laughed once hard, then the silence bent

Every step got a heavier chain

Every breath got a stranger’s name

Tried to hold who I used to be

But the dark one knew my face better than me

Teeth clenched tight when the panic spikes

Street signs blur underneath neon lights

Bloodshot eyes with a fractured glow

Like the devil inside finally took control

Rain hit hard on the avenue glass

Watched my reflection split when I passed

And every version looking back at me

Looked more alive than I’ll ever be

[Pre-Chorus]

I’m too far gone

Still moving on

My name in smoke

My lungs half broke

The walls keep shifting

My nerves ignite

I called for God

Got dead air tonight

[Chorus]

I’m chasing myself

(chasing myself)

I’m losing myself

(losing myself)

Running in circles

Circles of dust

Begging for mercy

But nothing looks up

I’m chasing myself

(chasing myself)

I’m losing myself

(losing myself)

Every road I take

Leads back to us

[Bridge]

If I catch me, what then?

Same scars, same grin

Same black-hole chest

Still pulling me in

Thought I had time

Thought I had light

Now I’m just echoes

Dying at night

[Final Chorus]

I’m chasing myself

(chasing myself)

I’m losing myself

(losing myself)

Running in circles

Till my knees give up

Hands to the heavens

But the sky stays shut

I’m chasing myself

(chasing myself)

I’m losing myself

(losing myself)

And every road I take

Still leads to dust

[Outro]

Moonlight drips from the fractured sky

While hollow winds drag my shadow by

The night folds slow around my bones

And I dissolve where the lost hearts roam