Losing Control

Mm-mm

Something slipped inside

Now it’s scratchin' my mind

Mm-mm

Hear it when I breathe

Hear it when I hide

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Black veins twitch underneath my skiiin

Jaw locked tight with a fractured griiin

Thoughts all rot in a rusted biiin

Every prayer I make got static in it

Mirror got a face that copy miiine

But the smile look wrong and the eyes too wiiide

I keep hearing screams from the other sideee

Like my own damn soulll got buried alive

Mind gone sick like a house possessed

Needlepoint thoughts in the side of my neck

Cold sweat drip when the lights cut dead

Every bad dream craawwl out my head

I got shadows stitched in my memory lanes

Dead friends walking through my braaain

Every step I take got ghosts in chaaains

Every breath I breathe taste fear and raaain

Heartsick, head split

Blood rush, black tide

One more night

With the thing inside

Call my name

But it don’t sound right

I’m still here

But I died last night

Losin' control

Losin' my soul

Voices keep screaming

Don’t let me go

Losin' control

Stuck in the cold

Something inside me

Starting to show

Uh-oh

I hear it crawl in the walls

Uh-oh

I can’t fight it at all

Losin' control

Losin' my soul

I think the dark finally swallowed me whole

Brain full of moths and a mouth full of spite

I see red hands every time I close my eyes

Same damn nightmare every single night

Something in the mirror keeps asking to bite

I carve bad thoughts in the bathroom paint

Watch my own reflection move half a second late

Whole room spins when the panic hits straight

Now the floorboards creak every step I take

Voices all pile in the back of my skull

One says “run,” next says “dig the hole”

Every dark thought got a grip on my throat

And the thing in my chest keep begging for control

I don’t trust sleep and I hate awake

Both got teeth and a taste for pain

I been losing pieces of my damn brain

Till the person I was got erased by rage

If I peel my skin

Would the sickness leave?

Or is evil rooted underneath me?

Every heartbeat soundn' like a countdown clock

Every last good thought got buried and locked

Mm-mm

Too far gone

Mm-mm

Something turned me wrong

I close my eyes

Mm-mm

Still see that grin

Guess the devil found a home within

Mm-mm

Losin' control

Losin' my soul

Voices keep screaming

Don’t let me go

Losin' control

Stuck in the cold

Something inside me

Starting to show

Uh-oh

I hear it crawl in the walls

Uh-oh

I can’t fight it at all

Losin' control

Losin' my soul

I think the dark finally swallowed me whole

Mm-mm

Blood on my palms

Mm-mm

Something feels wrong

Mm-mm

I’m not alone

Losing control…

Uh-oh