Booze

Won't be able to hold you close. Under those clear stary nights. I died on the inside. When you said goodbye. Wanting you has me drowning underneath them neon lights. Trying to fight your memory with whiskey. I hate how our story ended now at the bar all hours. It opened at 5 I spend all weekends trying to forget. Fending the memory of the light that glows as you smile. I just want to stare in to it with those paradise eyes. Your soft voice was the cherry on top. I got lost when you said bye. My world let me go but I can't seem to do my girl the same. Drinking hoping I wake up from this bad dream. Seeing you first thing in the morning. Is the best view I have ever seen. Thinking how could you do me so wrong. It's crazy how I still want you. Have me wanting you for so long now. Waiting on you to change. To get out of the hot girl faze. Faded is the place you left me. Wasted just Wasted hung up on you. The thought has to be off my mind. Can't find any time I don't think of the who broke my heart in 2. When you said we were through. Hardest the hardest thing I ever had to do. It feels next to impossible. You can find me at the local dance hall. Killing bottle after bottle chugging going full throttle. All I do seems to be no use. Why did you have to cut me loose. How you slid into another's arms. Bad for my health but you don't care that you are causing my liver harm. Loosing track of time with this blurred vision. It might have been far long ago but it feels like it just happened last night. The hurt feels fresh no this pain don't get old. Like a deep cut it will scar its safe to say you left your mark. The booze are friends I can't loose. On that fermented juice all cuase I can't cut you loose.