Loving the lie

Why do I keep coming back, even though I know?

Scrolled through the memories, cracks in the pane

Every like, every single click, whispers her name again

She played her games, left my heart in the rain

Love turned to obsession, it's a bittersweet pain

Questioning why my heart was really torn

Even knowing what she did was wrong

I'm still drawn to where I don't belong

I Can't escape her, she haunts my mind

That’s a broken love, yet I’m still somehow inclined

To miss the ghost I wish I could unfind

Loving the lie, leaving my heart confined

Broke my trust, left my hope betrayed

But her face still flickers through my mind's cascade

A toxic addiction I can't evade

Caught in the mirror of the pain

Questioning why my heart was really torn

knowing what she did was wrong

I'm still drawn to where I don't belong

Can't escape her, she haunts my mind

That’s a broken love, yet I’m still somehow inclined

To miss the ghost I wish I could unfind

Loving the lie, leaving my heart confined

Break these chains, tear out the walls

Forget the false love that quietly calls

She’s a just a memory in my past, no more to enthrall

Time to break free, stand among the ruins

Even though I know she was untrue

Part of me still wants her to come through

But I must let go, find new

Heal these wounds and start anew