VEINS OF DARKNESS

I CAN’T…

GET YOU…

OUT OF MY HEAD…

Every fucking night, I see your face,

Your memory is something I can’t erase!

I close my eyes but you’re still alive,

Running through my veins while I struggle to survive!

I gave you my heart, I gave you my soul,

But this darkness keeps swallowing me whole!

My thoughts are a war that I cannot win,

And every night I fucking fall back in!

I’M SINKING!

I’M BREAKING!

BUT I’M STILL HERE!

YOUR LOVE IS THE VOICE

THAT CUTS THROUGH THE FEAR!

I CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU!

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!

BUT I’M TRAPPED IN THE DARKNESS,

AND I CAN’T FIND THE LIGHT!

IT’S RUNNING THROUGH MY VEINS!

IT’S TEARING THROUGH MY HEART!

I’M SCREAMING FROM THE INSIDE

AS I’M FALLING APART!

My mind keeps feeding me lies,

While I’m drowning behind these tired eyes!

“What if you leave?”

“What if love dies?”

A thousand fucking questions

I can’t silence tonight!

I know you love me!

I know you’re here!

But depression turns every whisper

Into something I fear!

I DON’T WANT TO LOSE YOU!

I DON’T WANT TO LOSE ME!

I’M FIGHTING THIS WAR

JUST TO FUCKING BREATHE!

GET!

OUT!

OF!

MY!

HEAD!

I’M NOT MY FUCKING PAIN!

I’M NOT THESE FUCKING CHAINS!

THE DARKNESS CAN SCREAM—

BUT IT WON’T HAVE MY NAME!

YOU!

ARE!

NOT!

ALONE!

If I disappear inside my mind,

Please remind me there’s still a light.

When I can’t see past the pain,

Hold me until I breathe again.

I don’t need you to save my soul…

I just need to know I’m not alone.

I CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU!

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING I AM!

AND EVEN WHEN THIS DARKNESS

TRIES TO DRAG ME DOWN AGAIN—

IT CAN RUN THROUGH MY VEINS!

IT CAN SHATTER MY HEART!

BUT I’LL KEEP FUCKING FIGHTING

WHEN THE WORLD GOES DARK!

I’M STILL HERE!

I’M STILL BREATHING!

I’M STILL FIGHTING!

THE DARKNESS DOESN’T OWN ME!

I LOVE YOU.

I’M STILL HERE.

AND I’M NOT GIVING UP.