[VERSE 1]
I wore your wounds like medals on my chest,
Called it devotion, called it doing my best.
But every “I’m fine” was a counterfeit prayer,
While you built your kingdom out of dead air.
I learned to sleep with the sirens inside,
Made friends with the fear that I kept on denying.
You said, “Don’t leave me,” — so I buried my name,
Funny how saving you taught me to hate.
[PRE-CHORUS]
Now every mirror has your face,
Every heartbeat feels misplaced.
I kept the door, I kept the light—
You kept disappearing every night.
[CHORUS — EMOTIONAL / SING-ALONG]
I CAN’T CARRY YOUR GHOST ANYMORE!
I’M BLEEDING THROUGH THE FLOOR!
I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING I HAD,
BUT YOU GAVE ME BACK A HEART ATTACK.
SO LET ME BURN, LET ME BREAK,
LET ME BECOME MY OWN MISTAKE!
IF LOSING YOU MEANS LOSING WHO I WAS—
THEN FUCK IT, I’LL FIND MYSELF IN THE ASH!
[VERSE 2]
Your silhouette still sleeps beneath my skin,
A phantom with a key to every place I’ve been.
You left your fingerprints inside my head,
Now I hear your voice in everything unsaid.
I turned my spine into a bridge for you,
You crossed it laughing while it cracked in two.
And I kept calling that collapse “love”—
Like pain becomes holy if you pray enough.
[DOUBLE-TIME — RAP/SCREAM FLOW]
Tick-tock, sick thoughts,
Six feet deep in a dead-end mindset,
Quick cuts, split tongue,
Every little truth tastes like regret.
I was your medic, your menace, your midnight machine,
Your emergency exit from the mess underneath.
Now I’m cutting the cord, let the static implode,
I’m done being the shelter for a house with no home.
No halo, no savior, no saint in the smoke,
Just a man with a match and a throat full of ghosts.
You wanted my blood just to prove I was yours—
NOW WATCH ME WALK THROUGH THE FIRE YOU IGNORED.
[BREAKDOWN]
YOU
DON’T
GET
TO
CALL
THIS
LOVE!
I’M NOT YOUR WOUND!
I’M NOT YOUR CURE!
I’M NOT THE FUCKING GHOST YOU’RE LOOKING FOR!
[FINAL CHORUS — BIG / EMOTIONAL]
I CAN’T CARRY YOUR GHOST ANYMORE!
I’M DONE BLEEDING THROUGH THE FLOOR!
I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING I HAD,
BUT I’M TAKING BACK THE PIECES THAT YOU NEVER GAVE BACK!
SO LET ME BURN, LET ME BREAK,
LET THE OLD ME DISINTEGRATE!
IF LOSING YOU MEANS LOSING WHO I WAS—
THEN FUCK IT, I’LL FIND MYSELF IN THE ASH!
[OUTRO — CLEAN / HAUNTING]
And if you hear me calling from the other side,
It isn’t me asking you to come back this time.
It’s just the ghost I used to be—
finally saying goodbye.