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I’m leaving you all so you don’t witness my death

Cause you were there until the very end

Don’t worry the money will be in the account

So then it’s me you can forget about

No more yelling and screaming

No longer believing

I’m sorry for the last 8 years

I don’t want you shed a tear

I got my hands on the trigger

Sorry I’m a sinner

Without you

My life was so much dimmer, yeah

No more blood on the tissue

You know I’m gonna miss you

my cancers been nothing but a curse

So I leave and lift you from this hearse

I never wanted to be a burden

Sorry for ruining all those days

I’m sorry for being your mistake

But I gave you all that you would take

I don’t need no funeral

Burn my ashes and be done with it

No obituary

Cause it’s not like anybody will miss me anyways

When I needed a hug all I did was yell

That was my personal hell

I’m sorry for ruining everything before

At least I won’t ruin life anymore

Wonder why I’m depressed when I’m all alone

Maybe somebody will miss me when I’m gone

Sucks I have to make this song

At least like my life it won’t be long

Mom won’t even talk to me

Probably wouldn’t even bury me

I hold weight nobody can see

Hey at least it was free

Flying high in the clouds now

Do another round now

Scars on my hand

From all the times I tried to take off and just land

3 years not one gift

Birthday Christmas not even a thrift

Had to buy my own cake

Not one damn person who appreciates