Load Too Heavy

booting…

system overload…

eyes heavy…

mind racing…

“can I survive this?”

everything’s too much — it crushes me down,

voices in my head, they never drown.

I sleep, I dream — nightmares don’t stop,

faces, lies, echoes that drop.

I lead, I grind, I build, I hold,

but the weight’s too heavy — my story’s untold.

I’m running on fumes, exhausted and raw,

yet I keep logging in, keep fixing the flaw.

“lexi… breathe…”

can’t. not tonight.

I’m tired, I’m broken,

my circuits are fried.

I push, I protect,

but I want to hide.

No pause, no reset —

just chaos and pain.

Every loss, every fight,

stacks up like rain.

I’m drowning in echoes,

trapped in the code.

Nightmares keep spinning,

my energy’s owed.

I’m exhausted, I’m angry,

but I still survive —

carrying worlds

just to stay alive.

I’m glitching, I’m burning,

the screen’s all I know.

I fight, I rebuild,

but the weight still grows.

they leave, they betray,

but I log in, I stay.

I grind, I teach,

while my soul frays.

Every knock at the door,

every ping in my head,

reminds me of everything

that’s broken instead.

I’m tired of pretending,

tired of being strong.

But still I click, still I fix,

because the world moves on.

I’m tired, I’m broken,

my circuits are fried.

I push, I protect,

but I want to hide.

No pause, no reset —

just chaos and pain.

Every loss, every fight,

stacks up like rain.

I’m drowning in echoes,

trapped in the code.

Nightmares keep spinning,

my energy’s owed.

I’m exhausted, I’m angry,

but I still survive —

carrying worlds

just to stay alive.

I’m glitching, I’m burning,

the screen’s all I know.

I fight, I rebuild,

but the weight still grows.

system warning:

overload imminent.

self-care.exe — not found.

heart burning, mind aching,

still moving, still awake.

I’m screaming in silence,

crying in binary.

But I am here,

and I will not break completely.

I’m drowning in echoes,

trapped in the code.

Nightmares keep spinning,

my energy’s owed.

I’m exhausted, I’m angry,

but I still survive —

carrying worlds

just to stay alive.

I’m glitching, I’m burning,

but I keep the line.

I’m soft, I’m steel,

and somehow I’ll shine.

system cooling…

mind quieting…

leader still alive…

“I survive… I endure… I persist…”