Verse 1
I lived in misery,
a life full of sadness.
But now I can finally see,
it was more than just damage.
You had this kind of pull,
attracting.
It was enough,
for your distracting.
There was this little light,
it was my guide.
You tried to take it away,
there’s no fucking way.
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Pre-Chorus 1
In times of deep depression,
you took advantage.
I reacted with aggression,
holding me hostage.
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Chorus 1
You had your time,
enough to shine.
Now I’m standing up,
your time to finally shut up.
As I started talking,
you answered with childish mocking.
My name is still Julia,
and I can see right through ya.
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Verse 2
Julia had this tendency
of lacking consistency.
She used to hide in the shadows,
disappear in black holes.
But once people stopped
following her around,
her mood not only swapped –
the lock popped, she got loud.
The fall hit hard,
but she got smart.
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Pre-Chorus 2
It was that blurry vision,
not choosing the right decision.
The fall hit hard,
but she got sharp.
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Chorus 2
You had your time,
enough to shine.
Now I’m standing up,
your time to finally shut up.
As I started talking,
you answered with childish mocking.
My name is still Julia,
and I can see right through ya.
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Bridge
I don’t need to avenge,
I don’t need to pretend.
Y’all had a good run,
I had my fun.
All the traumas
creeping into my nightmares.
You call it karma,
I call it fair shares.
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Pre-Chorus 3
Purgatory was my lesson,
maybe a whole damn session.
But the devil couldn’t reach me,
he knew he was beneath me.
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Chorus 3 / Outro-Chorus
You had your time,
enough to shine.
Now I’m standing up,
your time to finally shut up.
As I started talking,
you answered with childish mocking.
My name is still Julia,
and I can see right through ya.
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Outro
There’s this funny detail
in the picture you painted –
the blood turning pale,
the colors all faded.
I’m free
from the roles I played.
Determined like the sea,
sharp like a blade.
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Final Outro-Chorus
And when I’m done with therapy,
you can’t hold me.
Y’all will see
a new version of me.
jozrithin
