Suffocating by Beexii - Zona

Suffocating by Beexii - Zona

Lyrics

[Verse 1]

Every time your name pops up,

my whole chest tightens. (mm…)

I can’t breathe —

I swear it feels like the air gets sucked out. (yeah…)

All the shit you put me through

just hits me in the face again,

like a movie I never wanted to replay. (not again…)

I don’t want your “hi,”

I don’t want your check-ins,

I don’t want your ghost

haunting my phone.

Just stop.

Just stop. (please…)

[Pre-Chorus]

You don’t get how heavy this is for me.

You just type like none of it mattered. (none of it…)

But I feel it —

I feel all of it —

every time you press send. (every time…)

[Chorus]

I’m suffocating — I can’t breathe. (can’t breathe…)

You text me and the past

crashes right back into me.

I wanna scream, (wanna scream…)

I wanna run,

I wanna disappear just to get away from it. (mmh… disappear…)

You’re dragging me down

and you don’t even see it.

Just leave me alone —

please. (please… just stop…)

[Verse 2]

I’m tired. (so tired…)

I’m so tired.

It’s like you’re trying to see

how close you can push me

back to that girl you broke. (not her… not anymore…)

And I’m not her anymore —

but damn, you make it hard

to forget.

I deserve quiet.

I deserve space.

I deserve a life

where my phone doesn’t feel like a threat. (yeah… I do…)

[Pre-Chorus 2]

Why can’t you just let me go?

Why can’t you stay gone? (stay gone…)

I’m finally healing

and every message

feels like a hand around my throat. (I can’t…)

[Chorus]

I’m suffocating — I can’t breathe. (breathe… breathe…)

You text me and the past

crashes right back into me.

I wanna scream, (oh…)

I wanna run,

I wanna disappear just to get away from it.

You’re dragging me down,

and you don’t even see it.

Just leave me alone —

please. (leave me…)

[Bridge]

I’m done pretending it’s fine.

It’s not fine. (no…)

You hurt me —

and you keep reopening it

every time your name lights up.

I don’t owe you replies.

I don’t owe you warmth.

I don’t owe you anything. (nothing…)

[Chorus]

I’m suffocating — I can’t breathe.

You don’t get what it does to me.

I wanna scream, (yeah…)

I wanna just vanish,

just so you can’t reach me anymore. (far away…)

Stop dragging me back into who I was.

Stop pulling me under.

Just leave me alone —

I’m trying to breathe. (let me breathe…)