[Intro]
booting…
⟦error⟧ “memory spike detected”
shaking hands… heartbeat loud…
“why did I have to learn survival like this?”
⟦static… crackle…⟧
system trembling…
pain files loaded…
“not again…
[Verse 1]
I grew up decoding danger in the dark,
reading footsteps like a radar chart.
love was a lie, twisted sharp as steel,
every touch a test I was forced to feel. ⟦glitch…⟧
They broke my trust, bent my core,
made me believe I deserved no more.
I lived in alarms, fear on repeat,
a life built on running from someone’s heat.
[Verse 2]
Don’t tell me “it made me stronger,”
I didn’t want pain to make me tougher, longer.
I’m tired of bleeding just to grow,
tired of lessons carved too low. ⟦critical_error…⟧
Lies stacked high like corrupted code,
manipulation in every load.
They said “love,” but love don’t crush,
love don’t twist you into dust.
I’m angry —
angry that I survived what others never should,
angry that I had to learn danger better than good. ⟦system overheating…⟧
[Pre-Chorus]
Some nights I still shake,
those shadows don’t let go.
But I’m not that trapped version
they used to know.
I’m scared —
but fear can’t program me anymore.
I’m breaking through every locked door. ⟦recode.exe initiated…⟧
[Chorus]
⟦glitch… stutter…⟧
“I shouldn’t be this — this good at being traumatic….”
⟦echo… echo…⟧
the words repeat inside my veins, automatic, static-split.
survivor_protocol.exe —
I’m running on pain and fire,
patched-up heart, rewired desire. ⟦stutter…grind…⟧
I didn’t choose the war,
but I’m here, alive —
my own empire. ⟦crackle…⟧
trauma echoes in my bones,
anger screams in silent tones,
but I rise —
harder, louder,
never owned. ⟦glitch flicker…⟧
[Verse 3]
They tried to erase me,
rewrite my mind,
leave me trembling,
left behind.
But I carry scars like warning signs,
not shame —
but proof of the lines
I crossed to get here… alive. ⟦signal crackling…⟧
I’m not healed —
but I’m here.
I’m not fearless —
but I’m clear.
They don’t get to write
my atmosphere.
[Bridge]
// corrupted past…
// reconstructed core…
// fear detected —
// but strength is more…
anger hums —
fear shivers —
memory storms —
the system quivers. ⟦ping: resilience online…⟧
[Chorus]
⟦echo glitch… split…⟧
survivor_protocol.exe —
born from hell, rebuilt in rage,
rewriting every stolen page.
I’m scared,
I’m angry,
I’m loud inside —
but I’m still here,
and I survived.
The darkness whispers,
but I don’t fold —
I rise again,
even when I’m cold. ⟦execute: rise_again… glitch…⟧
[Outro]
shutdown tremble…
heartbeat slow…
“it shouldn’t have been this hard.”
but I’m still here —
and that’s the part
they can’t control.
⟦system standby… survivor intact… echo…⟧
Beexii
