Hold on child

She left me I guess that’s how it is now I’m hurting but I still gotta try and live while the storm is raging Im stuck off in the rain and I want to escape this pain someone help me feel painless feel like I’m going insane man she says she loves me but what does that really mean cause I know I love her which is why I could never leave haha it’s funny every little thing is just another memory guess that’s her story don’t know why she’d want to leave oh this aching I’m breaking she’s taking I’m faking she made me feel so amazing now I’m lonely she was my best friend and my homie god please hold me cause she left me bleeding I’m feening for a feeling that’s retreating Im barely breathing and I can’t see clearly please draw near me cause the voices are making me weary I wanna feel again be myself again so please take my hand lead me to your arms and let me grow stronger help me hold on a little longer please god this is my prayer I know your there so I’m gone try my best to care and dare myself to step out and stare into the horizon that you created I’m persuaded that you did this to stop me from evading the blessings the lessons that your putting in my life oh god please hear me I need you more than ever so draw near me please In Jesus name amen I say in Jesus name amen