Losing to addiction

Ohh ohh oh god damn damn damn no no no noooo

I’m happy I’m losing to addiction, the war feels warm

Drowning in the flood, but I love the storm

I keep taking more, ‘til I blur the lines

Becoming more loved, in my fractured mind

Walking through shadows, lost in the fog, my reflection's warped

Battles in silence, my demons whispered, told me I’m cursed

Fighting the urge, the tide pulls hard, I’m sinking deep

In this storm inside my head, where darkness never sleeps

Every hit, every fall, I chase the high, I lose control

Frozen in the flood, love and pain become my soul

I’m happy I’m losing to addiction, the war feels warm

Drowning in the flood, but I love the storm

I keep taking more, ‘til I blur the lines

Becoming more loved, in my fractured mind

Silent screams echo, shadows in the gloom

Fighting for survival, trapped within this tomb

Nightmares whisper softly, seductive in their call

In my fractured mind, I stumble, I crawl

Ohh ohh oh god damn damn damn no no no noooo

In the storm’s embrace, I fade away slow

Noo Noo woh woh woh

I’m happy I’m losing to addiction, the war feels warm

Drowning in the flood, but I love the storm

I keep taking more, ‘til I blur the lines

Becoming more loved, in my fractured mind