Losing to addiction

[Intro]
Ohh ohh oh god damn damn damn no no no noooo

I’m happy I’m losing to addiction, the war feels warm
Drowning in the flood, but I love the storm
I keep taking more, ‘til I blur the lines
Becoming more loved, in my fractured mind

[Verse 1]
Walking through shadows, lost in the fog, my reflection's warped
Battles in silence, my demons whispered, told me I’m cursed
Fighting the urge, the tide pulls hard, I’m sinking deep
In this storm inside my head, where darkness never sleeps

[Pre-Chorus]
Every hit, every fall, I chase the high, I lose control
Frozen in the flood, love and pain become my soul

[Chorus]
I’m happy I’m losing to addiction, the war feels warm
Drowning in the flood, but I love the storm
I keep taking more, ‘til I blur the lines
Becoming more loved, in my fractured mind

[Bridge]
Silent screams echo, shadows in the gloom
Fighting for survival, trapped within this tomb
Nightmares whisper softly, seductive in their call
In my fractured mind, I stumble, I crawl

[Outro]
Ohh ohh oh god damn damn damn no no no noooo
In the storm’s embrace, I fade away slow 

Noo Noo woh woh woh

I’m happy I’m losing to addiction, the war feels warm
Drowning in the flood, but I love the storm
I keep taking more, ‘til I blur the lines
Becoming more loved, in my fractured mind

Dark ambient rap, pop rock, moody and atmospheric, deep bass, haunting synths, modern drums, guitar, male grunge, raspy