I don’t know

No I don’t know what to do with myself no I don’t know how to break from this hell no i don’t know if I’ll ever feel alive no I don’t know if I should even try I don’t know I don’t know no I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know I don’t even know different faces different feelings I see myself attached to the ceiling I feel overwhelmed so stuck someone pull me from this confusing state of what I need to do and what I need to see what I need to hear why can’t I believe I find myself lost in the void someone help me block out all the noise no I don’t know what to do with myself no I don’t know how to break from this hell no I don’t know if I’ll ever feel alive no I don’t know if I should even try I don’t know I don’t know no I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know I don’t even know feelings tend to scare me and take my by surprise I try and I try to block the devils lies his demons swarm and attack and confuse they take all my trauma and tend to abuse then use all my thoughts to cloud my decisions so I must take aim and destroy them with precision no I don’t know what to do with myself no I don’t know if I’ll ever break this hell no I don’t know if I’ll ever feel alive no I don’t know if I should even try I don’t know I don’t know I don’t even know no I don’t know tell me why don’t I know why don’t I know why don’t I know