[Verse 1]
Hoodie on in July
Black coffee gone cold by the bed
Unread texts on my phone screen
All blue, like the mess in my head
Mom called, I let it ring out
Friends say slide, but I stay in
Scroll till my eyes feel hollow
Try to mute the noise under my skin
[Chorus]
Depression got me sleeping in my shoes
Heartbreak in a loop, same bad news
I keep running from a shadow in my chest
It keeps catching up, won't let me rest
Depression got me talking to the ceiling
Saying I'm fine, but I don't believe it
I keep laughing just to cover up the ache
Porcelain heart that I let you break
[Verse 2]
Ashtray full of half-words
Things I tried to say, but I choked
Still got your key on my key ring
Still wear your scent in this old coat
You said, "Heal, don't call me"
Cool voice, cut straight through my spine
[low vocal register] Now every night is the same fight
Me vs me at 3:09
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[whispered vocals] Yeah, I ghost myself
Airplane mode on my own head
Play your name like a scratch on a record
Skip, skip, back to the part where you left
[louder] I was good before we shattered
Now I’m glass on the bathroom floor
Tell me is it love or is it damage
If it hurts just closing doors?
[Chorus]