Clouds in my head

(Verse 1)

Woke up again, still feelin’ the same,

Eyes wide open but I’m trapped in the rain.

Smiles on my face, yeah, I fake it so well,

But inside it’s a war, like I’m stuck in a shell.

Pillow talk’s silent, just me and my fears,

Counting these thoughts instead of the years.

I scroll through my phone, see a world so loud,

But I’m lost in the silence, alone in the crowd.

(Chorus)

Clouds in my head, storm in my chest,

Tryna find peace, tryna get rest.

Dark days linger, nights don’t end,

Feelin’ like pain is my only friend.

But I’m still here, yeah, I still fight,

Holdin’ on tight through the long night.

One step, one breath, one try again,

Hopin’ someday I’ll feel right again.

(Verse 2)

They say “just smile,” like that’s all it takes,

But smiles can hide how a whole heart breaks.

Can’t sleep, can’t eat, can’t talk it away,

So I write in these verses what I can’t say.

Therapy sessions and meds on the shelf,

Tryna find light, tryna find self.

People say “call me,” but never pick up,

So I drown in my doubts and drink from the cup.

(Bridge – Pt. 1)

This ain’t attention, this ain’t a phase,

It’s a maze in my mind I walk for days.

But I learned slow, it’s okay to cry,

It’s brave to feel, and not just survive.

(Verse 3)

I know the mirror’s been lyin’ to me,

Tells me I’m nothin’ when I try to believe.

But I’m more than the scars that I try to hide,

There’s a soul in the cracks, still burnin’ inside.

Yeah, I’ve been to the bottom, looked up from the pit,

Felt the cold of the dark, but I ain’t quit.

Sometimes I stumble, sometimes I freeze,

But I fight through the fog just to try to breathe.

(Bridge – Pt. 2)

And I ain’t alone, even when it feels so,

Others walk paths where the pain won’t show.

So if you’re hurtin’, I see your light,

You matter here, you got every right.

No shame in the struggle, no guilt in the tears,

We’re all just human, wrestlin’ fears.

(Chorus – Repeat with Emotion)

Clouds in my head, storm in my chest,

Tryna find peace, tryna get rest.

Dark days linger, nights don’t end,

Feelin’ like pain is my only friend.

But I’m still here, yeah, I still fight,

Holdin’ on tight through the long night.

One step, one breath, one try again,

Hopin’ someday I’ll feel right again.

(Final Verse / Outro)

So light a match in the dark of the soul,

Every spark counts, every piece makes whole.

You ain’t broken, you’re still becoming,

Even in silence, your heart’s still drumming.

We rise, we fall, and rise once more,

There’s a future for you worth fightin’ for.

Clouds might hover, but they’ll pass in time—

And the sun still waits on the other side.

Extended Outro – Spoken Word Flow / Reflective Verse)

If you’re hearin’ this now, and the pain runs deep,

If the nights feel long and you can’t find sleep—

Know that breathin’ alone is a brave-ass thing,

Even broken hearts can learn to sing.

You’re not your past, you’re not your fears,

You’re the fight in your chest that brought you here.

So take this song, No Fear…..