Take away this pain for someone new

Do you know how it feels to be looked at so different. Ya I will b the first to tell u that it hurts . Specially when it’s ur own blood . All I wanted was for u to understand me . Shit maybe show me u care . Ya ya these drugs suck but the fucking hit different . U ever been so numb to the point where u forget where ur from . People look at u like ur some thug pick up ur pants cause u don’t bang . It’s 12 am and I ain’t said nothing yet , don’t act like u care don’t act like u wanna help me outa the fucked up situation don’t forget who it was who got me here , u thought u were a help u thought u were a savior but only god can judge me but only god can get me outa this hole he is the one who will leave a trap door for me at the bottom . Do you know how it feels to get so high do you know how it feels to forget about your next meal? Do you know how it feels to say fuck it all fuck it all fuck it all you never been so alone you never been so depressed where you can’t get out of bed all you wanna do is dream away Dream away wake up take another hit. Let it all fade away fade away that tomorrow come God please let me wake up let me repeat the numbing the numbing so I can forget forget forget it all but then you gifted me with a gift that changed it. All his name is son Cyrus. Oh God thank you for Cyrus Cyrus. Thank you for Cyrus God thank you thank you for Cyrus God thank you thank you for God.