It was a beautiful evening, August 7, 2023 8:00 PM. A night I will never forget I remember being so nervous so anxious and afraid yet so excited and happy because I knew that what I was about to be gifted with would change my entire life. This new chapter in my life was a 10 pound little boy and his name ? Syrus and a Saint to me . I’ll never forget seeing him for the first time every worry, all the anxiety and fear immediately lifted, vanished gone when I saw this little boy my heart melted, and I knew that my life right there and right then had changed no more booze and no more partying no more drugs no more high days no more bad days no more parties on Fridays my life right there and then had changed my beautiful boy my baby boy thank you God for this amazing gift why me why did I deserve this if we were going by karma then oh God please I beg you forgive me for I have done things in my past. Thank you for giving me this boy and I promise you that I will do all things right from here on out, and I will teach this boy to be honest and trusting he will live a life of integrity. He will help people who are in need. He will stick up for those who are being bullied and punk at schools for he is a Sadighi and Sedighi‘s are proud, honest kind big hearted men thanks to my father who worked endless nights and days rain, snow wind, thunder it didn’t matter my dad the greatest man in the world. I have this big shoe now to lead and show this little boy Cyrus the wayhe will be the man that my dad once wanted me to be for I am sorry that I wasn’t who he thought out me to be. I failed my father, but I know my son will not fill us.