I never been so excited yet extremely scared . Could I be the father that my father is to me . Whose honest , faithful , and trusting , whose looked up by so many , while im still sitting here looking so petty . What shoes to fill what dreams to dream will I ever amount enough to you o dear little boy ! My heart is filled with so much joy , this happiness I never imagined I could feel , thanks to u the finest of prickles I jump outa my shoe, thanks to u i can feel , thanks to u i am alive thanks to u i can show my father that i am worthy of being someone he once had dreams for but lost his faith in me and cried out to god each night on his knees PLEASE OL GOD DONT GIVE UP ON ME AS ME IS HE AND HE IS ME AND NOW WE HAVE THIS MINI ME .