My life

Ya I’m stuck in depression copin with this addiction trying to get it out of my pours I’m giving up on all my wars my mind is so fucked up and confused I wanna go back to the old days me and my grandma yeah we got grandpa god you took him too soon I’ve never been the same you made me weak never wanna seak I was his soldier he looked at me all weak we never sink we float keep aboard now I’m giving up on all my wars because when it rains it pours I look at my self in the merrier wtf have you become im better off deceased why did you take from me I got all these questions built up and you never answer me what you want me to do hit my knees and pray Stuck in a haze can’t get out can’t get out of this maze looks like I’m back in this days going side ways in my old ways lookin a little blurry I’m full nourished always in a hurry it’s like a never ending circle I pray the lord my soul to keep I digging deep I’m making the same mistakes my life is on repeat I’m I’m getting to close to the heat all the burden on my shouders is getting heavy I want to drive my car full speed off a Levy they way I’m taking is a little deadly