[Verse 1]
Eyes red
Screen blue
Typing out things I won’t send you
Got your name in a graveyard notes app
Scroll back
Every lie, every fake “I’ll call back”
Black hoodie on the bathroom floor
I been tryna outrun what I’m for
Say I’m fine then I stare at the door
Like “walk in, walk in”
You don’t anymore
[Chorus]
Dead phone calls in my history
All these missed hearts, all this misery
You hang up, but you still live in me
Still live in me, yeah, still live in me (ugh)
I break down in the ring tone ring
You cut deep, I just let it sting
If I vanish, would it change a thing?
Change a thing, tell me, would it change a thing?
[Verse 2]
New scars
Same skin
Every bad thought got a twin
Tell myself “breathe” but it burns on the way
You said “forever” then you just walked away
Talk cheap
My head
Keep replaying every word you said
“Love you”
Then the silence spread
Like ink in water
I’m already dead
[Chorus]
Dead phone calls in my history
All these missed hearts, all this misery
You hang up, but you still live in me
Still live in me, yeah, still live in me (yeah)
I break down in the ring tone ring
You cut deep, I just let it sting
If I vanish, would it change a thing?
Change a thing, tell me, would it change a thing?
[Bridge]
I been ghosting my own reflection (woah)
Dark thoughts in a tight formation
Every night’s just a new confession
That I miss your hurt like an old addiction
Say my name in a curse, don’t save me
If I heal, will the numbness hate me?
You’re the worst and it still feels sacred
All this pain is the only thing that stayed with—
[Chorus]
Dead phone calls in my history
All these missed hearts, all this misery
You hang up, but you still live in me
Still live in me, yeah, still live in me (still live)
I break down in the ring tone ring
You cut deep, I just let it sting
If I vanish, would it change a thing?
Change a thing, tell me, would it change a thing?