Alive

I’ve cried, I’ve died 
Until I learned I was living inside

I’ve pleaded, I’ve wondered why
Until I learned it was easier to hide

Suppress the feeling, To stay alive

Chorus:
Because these 
Questions thrive In 
Silence, fester
Into a monster 
I can’t hide this 
Rife dysfunction 
Fractures me 
All I know is I’m alive 

Verse 2:
I’m drowning, in all my lies
Choosing war for the sake of my pride

Don’t get near me, I’m losing my mind
I can feel it, it’s only a matter of time

Chorus:
Because these 
Questions thrive In 
Silence, fester
Into a monster 
I can’t hide this 
Rife dysfunction 
Fractures me 
All I know is I’m alive 
I’m alive 



Let me just close my eyes


I’ve lied,  
(Until) I’ve drowned for sake of my pride 

I’ve tried, 


I’ve lost my mind


I’ve lied, I’ve 


(I’m alive)

Survive




Meanings:
Breaking me into pieces that makes me unable to understand myself, express myself, know myself
Fracturing my memory beyond healing, distorting me 


Fighting to break this cycle of Rife dysfunction in my mind

[Male Vocal]

[Guitar Solo]

[Female Vocal]

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