Track · May 22, 2026 · English

Ghosts In My Youth

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4:33

Language

English

Lyrics

[Verse 1]

I left my best years on the floor

Behind a door I never locked

Used to laugh at getting older

Now I count the things I lost

Went home early, said I’m tired

Watched the night move on without me

Saw my friends become their stories

I was stuck behind the glass, see

[Pre-Chorus]

And I know, I know

What I should have done

I was there in body

But my mind was on the run

[Chorus]

I wanted more fun

More of me, less numb

I let it slip by

My teenage sky

[Verse 2]

All those summers, all those corners

All the chances I let pass

Blue denim, cheap cigarettes

Everyone else learning fast

I kept smiling through the damage

Saying I’m fine, saying I’m fine

But the truth sat in my pocket

Heavy as a stone each time

[Pre-Chorus]

And I know, I know

I was out of reach

While the whole wide world was

Learning how to be

[Chorus]

I wanted more fun

More of me, less numb

I let it slip by

My teenage sky

[Bridge]

If I could call her back

That girl in second hand shoes

I’d tell her dance at the party

Let them see your bruises too

You were not too late

You were not too small

You were just hurt and tired

Trying not to fall

[Final Chorus]

I wanted more fun

More of me, less numb

I let it slip by

My teenage sky

I’m here tonight

Still reaching for light

Style

indie rockmid-tempo and moody with dry-picked guitarpulsing bassand roomy drums; verse stays close and restrainedpre-chorus opens with suspended chords and rising tomschorus blooms with layered guitars and stacked harmonies. female british lead vocalintimate and slightly crackedwith doubled chorus lines and a few echoed backing phrases. ear candy includes reverse guitar swellstape hiss between sectionsand a final lift with chiming accents. mix is wiryemotionaland wide in the chorusindie rockmoodyenglish

Prompt

looking back, having regrets about not living life to the fullest, wishing i had more fun. wishing depression didn’t take away my teenage years- Female british voice, indie rock, moody

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GeneratedMay 22, 2026

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