Who I Am

I was only 16 when everything

was so grey to me.

Even now it doesn't seem like things

have changed from what I see.

Jim and Jack were

my only friends then.

But I will never go back

to those days again

the bottle has finally run dry

I'm as sober as

I've ever been.

I'm no longer scared

of this life I'm livin in.

I use to be so cold

and dead inside.

Almost completely drained

of life.

I should of prayed,

and decided to stay.

But instead I got lost

along the way.

I was so far gone,

that I lost the light.

Now, its completely

out of sight.

All your lies

make me wanna die.

Now, I see the truth

within your cold empty eyes.

You were never there

no you never cared.

But thats okay

cuz I'm moving on to

another day.

Cuz I'm stronger than

I've ever been

I'm no longer scared

of this life I'm livin in.

ive been up and down

this long hard road once or twice before

ive been up and down

and all around and everywhere in between

ive slammed every door

ive been down on my

knees praying to the lord jesus christ but

still i find no

salvation

ive had your love ive had your

hate but i refuse

to share your fate because this is who i

am and this is

what i believe

i am no longer decieved

the road gets longer

and the nights are getting colder

but thats ok

i know exactly who i am

i know exactly

exactly who i am