First’s Without You

(Verse 1)

Made coffee for one in a quiet kitchen,

Your chair untouched, but I still look for you.

All these small things we did without thinking —

Now they hit like a bruise.

(Chorus)

These are the firsts without you:

First grocery run, walking through your silence.

First holiday lights that don’t feel like magic.

I keep reaching out like you might come back soon…

But these are the firsts —

The firsts without you.

(Verse 2)

Passed the place where we laughed in the winter,

Stopped just to feel something close to you.

Your absence lives in the cold on my fingers —

Every memory pulls me through.

(Chorus)

These are the firsts without you:

First quiet night with no one to talk to.

First New Year’s kiss that I couldn’t hold on to.

I keep dreaming you’ll walk in like you always used to…

But these are the firsts —

The firsts without you.

(Outro)

And I’m learning how to live

In the echo of a love

That can’t return.