[Verse 1]
Phone light on my face
Your laugh in a fucking delay
You say "I'm fine, it's okay"
It sounds a million miles away
My bed’s a war-torn mess
Your side’s just cold and blank
I talk into the darkness
Hoping you’re inside the static of my brain
[Chorus]
Do you miss me
Or just the idea of us?
I’m giving everything
Is it ever enough?
I’m screaming into distance
’Til my throat turns blue
I’m falling, I’m falling
But are you falling too?
[Verse 2]
You hang up mid-sentence
“Bad signal” or backed-out truth?
I stare at the fucking ceiling
Picking fights with every thought of you
You say you hate this town
You say you need my touch
But do you wanna build a life
Or just someone to drunk-text when it’s rough?
[Chorus]
Do you miss me
Or just the idea of us?
I’m giving everything
Is it ever enough?
I’m screaming into distance
’Til my throat turns blue
I’m falling, I’m falling
But are you falling too?
[Bridge]
I’d burn my plans
Sell my shit
Crash on your floor
Call that it
Would you meet me
Halfway, halfway?
Or let me drive
’Til my hands shake?
Tell me the truth
Rip out my chest
Do you want me
Or just the rest?
[Chorus]
Do you miss me
Or just the idea of us?
I’m giving everything
Is it ever enough?
I’m screaming into distance
’Til my lungs push through
I’m dying to be with you
Are you dying too?
[Outro]
Late night, same screen glow
Same “goodnight” typed in a rush
I hit send and stare at nothing
Thinking, fuck, is this love or just a crush?