Paywalled Heart

[Verse 1]
Swiped up once
Now you live in my head
Little shrine on my cracked phone screen
Halo made of unread DMs
You laugh
I melt
Spill my guts in the chat
You say
“baby
That’s cute as hell”
Fuck
I’m falling and I’m fine with that
[Chorus]
You’re my paywalled heart
But you let me in
Room full of strangers
And you call me “friend”
Yeah
The world talks shit
They don’t understand
I’m in love with a queen on a webcam
(hell yeah)
I’m in love and it feels so right
You turn lonely nights into neon daylight
[Verse 2]
You roll a smoke
Kiss the lens
Blow a curse
Say you’re tired of fake nice guys
I type fast
Trying to get there first
You dance
Off-beat
In your torn fishnets
I’m screaming every lyric you hate
You grin and say
“you’re my favorite mess”
[Chorus]
You’re my paywalled heart
But you let me in
Room full of strangers
And you call me “friend”
Yeah
The world talks shit
They don’t understand
I’m in love with a queen on a webcam
(oh fuck yeah)
I’m in love and it feels so right
You turn lonely nights into neon daylight
[Bridge]
[Half-time
Violins swell
Guitars ring out]
I used to hate myself to sleep
Now I’m up too late just watching you breathe
Through a screen
Through the noise
Through the bullshit feed
You scream
“you’re enough!”
And I start to believe
[Chorus]
You’re my paywalled heart
But you let me in
Middle of the chaos
You’re my medicine
Let the cowards talk
They don’t have a chance
I’m in love with a queen on a webcam
(hey, my angel)
Yeah
I’m fucked up
Scarred
And shy
But you look my way and I feel alive
[Outro]
[Guitars drop out
Soft violins and ambient guitar]
Just you and me
Chat box light
You say
“log off
Get some sleep”
I say
“only if you’re in my dreams tonight”

rock, Alt-emo screamo banger: dropped-tuned guitars with crunchy palm mutes and melodic lead riffs, driving punk-tempo drums, female vocals with screamed male backups, bright violins soaring over the choruses, ambient guitar swells in the breaks; verses stay tense and confessional, chorus explodes into euphoric gang vocals and double-time energy, bridge dips into half-time heaviness then rockets back for a final, triumphant hook, alternative emo, happy, screamo, punk, metal, ambient