Alone

before I met you, I never could’ve imagined how much things can change. Either way I’m always going to be the one to blame. all those lonely nights, I’ll never be the same. I have to stop thinking I’ll ever gonna be good enough to get you to change your heartless ways. these days I’m barely even me… you love to watch me suffer and bleed. Having me fooled that you were all that i would ever need. You make me feel so fucking shitty. you have always seen right through me. You knew I was scared to be alone and you use that against me. time after time I always end up wondering why.. why you always think love is a pointless game. so many things you have showed me and every day, I thought maybe it won’t always be this way. now I think everybody is the fucking same. You had to make my heart so cold because you know you’ll never be anything but a goddamn dope feen.. sometimes it is better to be alone. You’ve played me since the beginning, and until now you were always winning, but im so fucking I’m tired of feeling this way because of a lowlife broke boy that ain’t worth a fuck anyway. gotta be a piece of shit just so you can make it through the day but I know when you’re alone, you wonder why everyone has gone. maybe you’ve been the problem all along. now look at you miserable and alone.