Forced

As the crossing sun crosses the sky. That time of day with the setting sun. Has you washed in a orange hue. Losing you that day will go down as being the worst. None of this alcohol you forced me to inhale. Helps with the pain of your absence. It's only a temporary fix. You got me wishing I could feel your kiss just once again. Your effects on a brain is something else. Keeping myself up at times the times I don't black out. Drunk again I am drunk hung up on a girl that don't want me. Leaving a other bottle empty. All because you were my whole world without you. I feel incomplete writing sheet after sheet. Just to get some sleep I never knew. No I didn't have a clue a heart break feels. I feel so lost not having you in my arms. Like the stars to the night sky that is where you belong. When I was with you I reached heights never before seen. My heart screams to be close to yours. All I want to do is look into those stary eyes. Can we just give it one more time and try. I promise to act right now that I know what I could lose what I stand to lose. It is not hard to choose us over just me. Cause when the dust settles. I am left all alone in a dark room staring at the phone.