Still Here

[Verse 1]  
Some nights I just sit in the dark  
Like if I move it’ll all fall apart  
There’s a voice in my head that won’t shut up  
Says I’m not strong, says I’m not enough  

I try to drown it out, turn it down  
But it keeps getting louder somehow  
And I’m tired of fighting myself  
Tired of needing help  

[Pre-Chorus]  
But I’m still breathing  
Even when it feels like I’m barely holding on  

[Chorus]  
I’m not okay, but I’m still here  
Still fighting through the noise, the fear  
Every part of me wants to run  
But I refuse to come undone  

There’s a light I can’t always see  
But I know it’s somewhere in me  
Even when the dark won’t let me start  
There’s still a heartbeat in my heart  

[Verse 2]  
I’ve gotten good at pretending I’m fine  
Saying “I’m good” like it’s not a lie  
But the truth is I’m losing sleep  
Over thoughts I don’t wanna keep  

And I hate how it pulls me down  
Makes me feel like I’m gonna drown  
But there’s something that won’t let go  
Even when I’m low  

[Pre-Chorus]  
It keeps saying  
“You’ve made it this far, don’t stop now”  

[Chorus]  
I’m not okay, but I’m still here  
Still fighting through the noise, the fear  
Every part of me wants to run  
But I refuse to come undone  

There’s a light I can’t always see  
But I know it’s somewhere in me  
Even when the dark won’t let me start  
There’s still a heartbeat in my heart  

[Bridge]  
Maybe I don’t have to win today  
Maybe it’s enough I didn’t fade away  
Maybe healing doesn’t look like strength  
Maybe it’s just making it through the day  

And if that’s all I’ve got right now  
Then I’ll take it, I’ll figure it out  

[Final Chorus]  
I’m not okay, but I’m still here  
Still louder than the doubt I hear  
I’ve been breaking, I’ve been bent  
But I’m not gone, I’m not spent  

And that light I couldn’t see  
It was never gone from me  
Even when it felt too hard  
It was beating in my heart  

[Outro]  
I’m still here…  
And maybe that’s enough for now

Hard rock