The Antidote

I remember (I remember)I remember .......

I remember walking through this life only a shell of myself

Auto pilot

Survival mode (survival mode)

Day by day

Night by night

Fearing what will happen next

Contemplating my escape

Prayed for a better life....

Danger all around me

Trepidation

Anxiety gripped my soul (my soul)

Hunger spoke like a thunderstorm

Thoughts of madness

Voices in the dark

Whispering to me (do it)

Whispering for me to take my life......

I remember I remember (I remember)

The plots

The schemes

The devices

The lies that were told

Choking me (choking me..)

Provoking me (provoking me..)

To wrath

Draining me like a water hose in knots

You thought I forgot...(Forgot)

But I remember I remember

I still have the scars from the pain

I'm healed

But like a phantom the wounds make noise

To remind me I was there

I was there

But I have the antidote

The remedy for the poison

Because I remember I remember......

That I gave the power

The ability to set myself free

By the power of my language I'm free

I'm free

I'm free.......

I remember I hid the key

I remember I wrote the recipe

I remember I locked the truth away for a rainy day

I remember I remember (I remember)

I remember

IIII Reeeemember meeeee....