

Prompt / Lyrics
Verse 1 Nineteen in a house that don’t feel like mine Same walls, same ghosts, different kind of time They say he’s out, but I don’t hear his name Just a silence that still knows my face Mum said it wasn’t love, just a plan Two lives crossed just to make who I am Now I’m standing here, trying to understand Why I feel like a stranger in my own skin Pre-Chorus And I don’t talk about it much Yeah, I just keep it locked away But every mirror that I touch Throws it back into my face Chorus I look like someone I don’t wanna be A reflection that keeps chasing me I didn’t choose these eyes, this shape, this name But I carry it all the same And I try, but I can’t outrun Where I came from, what I’ve become Feels like I’m losing before I start Living in a body that breaks my heart Verse 2 My sister moved on, built a life of her own Got a little girl, got a place called home I’m still here in the quiet noise Me and my thoughts and the same old void Little sister doesn’t even know How small I feel when I’m standing close It’s not her fault, it’s just how it goes I disappear where her confidence grows Pre-Chorus And I don’t say it out loud Yeah, I just smile and play along But inside the doubt’s so loud Like I’ve been wrong my whole life long Chorus I look like someone I don’t wanna be A reflection that keeps chasing me I didn’t choose these eyes, this shape, this name But I carry it all the same And I try, but I can’t outrun Where I came from, what I’ve become Feels like I’m losing before I start Living in a body that breaks my heart Bridge I’m scared of doors I’ve never walked through Every job feels like a life I’ll lose What if I pick wrong and I’m stuck again? What if I never know where I fit in? Step-mum’s gone like a switch went cold No calls, no texts, just stories untold Guess love leaves quiet, no warning signs Just empty spaces it leaves behind But I got four hearts with fur and paws They don’t see me like my flaws They curl up close like I’m enough Like I’m already someone to love Final Chorus I look like someone I don’t wanna be But maybe that’s not all of me Maybe there’s more than blood and past Something different I can still grasp Yeah I try, even when it’s hard Even with all these broken parts Maybe I’m more than where I start Maybe this isn’t all my heart Outro Nineteen, still learning how to breathe Still trying to like the girl I see And maybe one day I’ll believe She’s more than who she used to be
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4/16/2026