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Intro
Yeah…
Uh…
This feel like the end
I don’t think I’m meant to win
Chorus
I feel doom in my chest when I breathe in
Every smile fake, yeah, I’m bleeding
They say time heals wounds, I don’t believe it
Every night feel like the weekend — wasted
I been staring at the ceiling, seeing demons
I been praying but the silence getting loud
If I disappear tonight, would you mean it?
Or would you love me more when I’m in the ground?
Verse 1
I wake up tired of waking up
Same thoughts, different day, I’m not enough
Heart beat slow when I’m pouring up
Trying not to drown but I’m soaking up
All this money don’t mean shit to me
If I can’t buy peace or sobriety
I tried love, it keep lying to me
Every promise turn to anxiety
I see death when I close my eyes
He said “soon,” I said “not tonight”
But I’ve been losing every fight
With the dark side of my mind
Pre-Chorus
I don’t feel alive, I just exist
Every breath feel heavy like a brick
If heaven real, I hope they let me in
‘Cause I been living like I already sinned
Chorus
I feel doom in my chest when I breathe in
Every smile fake, yeah, I’m bleeding
They say time heals wounds, I don’t believe it
Every night feel like the weekend — wasted
I been staring at the ceiling, seeing demons
I been praying but the silence getting loud
If I disappear tonight, would you mean it?
Or would you love me more when I’m in the ground?
Verse 2
I don’t wanna die, I just want relief
I don’t wanna cry but it follow me
I got too much weight on my soul to sleep
I got too much truth, not enough belief
Mama told me I was special
But depression tell me I’m expendable
Every step forward feel regrettable
Every drug temporary, inevitable
I don’t talk much, I internalize
All this hurt locked deep behind my eyes
They see success, I see survival
I’m still here, but barely alive
Bridge
If this is hell, then I been here
If this is love, I don’t want it
I keep fighting my reflection
‘Cause he look like my opponent
Tell God I tried my best
Tell my demons they can rest
If my heart give out tonight
Just know the pain did the rest
Chorus
I feel doom in my chest when I breathe in
Every smile fake, yeah, I’m bleeding
They say time heals wounds, I don’t believe it
Every night feel like the weekend — wasted
I been staring at the ceiling, seeing demons
I been praying but the silence getting loud
If I disappear tonight, would you mean it?
Or would you love me more when I’m in the ground?
Outro
Yeah…
Blackout heaven, white light hell
If I don’t make it, wish you well
I tried to save myself
But I been fighting me as well
Details
GeneratedJan 5, 2026
Duration3:51
LanguageEnglish
Style
Dark melodic emo rap with doom energy, raw pain, depression, addiction themes, cursing, slow sad beat, haunted vocals
Credits
Prompt by
velocityfall
velocityfallModelAria v5
