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Lyrics
Hook
If I disappear, would you even care
Or would you move on like I was never there
If I disappear, would you say my name
Or let the drugs take credit for the pain
If I disappear, don’t look for me
I been lost inside my head for weeks
If I disappear, just understand
I tried my best, but I’m a broken man
Verse 1
I been fightin’ demons I can’t see
Pop a pill just to feel fuckin’ free
Every smile that I show is fake
Every breath feel like a mistake
I gave my heart to people who left
Told me they’d stay, then dipped like the rest
Now I’m talkin’ to God through a double cup
Ask Him why love always fuck me up
I’m tired of wakin’ up feelin’ dead
Tired of conversations in my head
They say slow down, but I want it fast
Tryna outrun a past that always last
I numb the pain, yeah, I overdose calm
Tryna forget who I’ve become
I hate myself when I’m sober
But I hate myself more when I’m gone
Pre-Hook
I don’t feel safe in my own skin
I don’t know where the fuck I fit in
I keep fallin’ for the same sins
Tryna quit, but I relapse again
Hook
If I disappear, would you even care
Or would you move on like I was never there
If I disappear, would you say my name
Or let the drugs take credit for the pain
If I disappear, don’t look for me
I been lost inside my head for weeks
If I disappear, just understand
I tried my best, but I’m a broken man
Verse 2
I write these songs like suicide notes
Hopin’ someone hears what I don’t show
I laugh in public, cry alone
Every night feel like I’m goin’ ghost
I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna feel
Every emotion cuttin’ too real
I pray for peace, but I chase the high
Tell myself I’ll quit, then I fuckin’ lie
I see my future in an empty room
Bottle half gone, Percs gone too soon
They say time heals, but time just waits
While I sabotage everything great
Bridge / Outro
If I disappear, remember the pain
Remember I tried, remember my name
I loved too hard, I felt too deep
Now I’m beggin’ for rest, not sleep
If I disappear…
Just know I fought…
But some wars don’t end
They just stop
Details
GeneratedJan 11, 2026
Duration3:27
LanguageEnglish
Style
Dark melodic emo rap with doom energy, raw pain, depression, addiction themes, cursing, slow sad beat, melodies
Credits
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velocityfall
velocityfallModelAria v5
