Benjamin

I stopped crying obviously
Couldn’t care less about you baby
You kept me up all fucking night
Looking at the stars and letting them rewrite 
Cause they shine so bright they cover your face
From my thoughts you disappear like you weren’t there 
In the first place

Guess my friends were right
Got me flying high above the sky
So that i would later fall and die
Plunge to my death like dynamite 

Can’t seem to learn from my past mistakes
Keep falling in love with the wrong ones, it aches
And yet, i don’t think i’ll ever stop
Cause yes, it hurts..
But the journey was more incredible than you ever were
 
What i don’t get is why i’m a mess
Even my friends tell me you were less
Interested as a student in eco class
You cut deep like broken glass
Do you ever talk about me to all of your friends 
Telling them i’m fucking desperate 
But i am no Louis XVI (sixteenth) 
I’ll write my own destiny and you won’t be there

Hating myself as i keep longing for your attention
Keep forgetting to have a little preservation
Still filling my hollow heart with guys who’ll let me down
What a bummer, isn’t it? Playing me like a playground 

Had a confirmation you were talking shit behind my back
But that’s ok, speak well or badly but keep my name in your mouth 
As it’s the only time I’ll ever touch your lips from now on pal 

A dark alt-pop song with punchy beats, atmospheric synths, and an emotionally sarcastic tone, male