Benjamin

I stopped crying obviously

Couldn’t care less about you baby

You kept me up all fucking night

Looking at the stars and letting them rewrite

Cause they shine so bright they cover your face

From my thoughts you disappear like you weren’t there

In the first place

Guess my friends were right

Got me flying high above the sky

So that i would later fall and die

Plunge to my death like dynamite

Can’t seem to learn from my past mistakes

Keep falling in love with the wrong ones, it aches

And yet, i don’t think i’ll ever stop

Cause yes, it hurts..

But the journey was more incredible than you ever were

What i don’t get is why i’m a mess

Even my friends tell me you were less

Interested as a student in eco class

You cut deep like broken glass

Do you ever talk about me to all of your friends

Telling them i’m fucking desperate

But i am no Louis XVI (sixteenth)

I’ll write my own destiny and you won’t be there

Hating myself as i keep longing for your attention

Keep forgetting to have a little preservation

Still filling my hollow heart with guys who’ll let me down

What a bummer, isn’t it? Playing me like a playground

Had a confirmation you were talking shit behind my back

But that’s ok, speak well or badly but keep my name in your mouth

As it’s the only time I’ll ever touch your lips from now on pal