[Verse 1]
I don’t wanna wake up
in Five years
Crying the same old Silly tears
Realizing that all my irrational fears
Have come true
You push I pull
The knife’s already dull
I’m waving my flag
I’m to tired to fight back
If I fight I lose
If I leave I lose
My heart is so bruised
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep taking you back
Cause no sane person
Could act like that
I refuse to believe
You don’t even really like me
[Chorus]
I just want you to choose me
Be scared to lose me
I want you to tell me I’m pretty
And it’s so nice to see me
I don’t wanna ask for flowers
Or more fucking hours with you
I just want you to choose me
Be scared to lose me
[Verse 2]
You say you’re no good
At communicating
But your actions are fluent
And your presence is truant
Why’d you have keep me Down
when I’m already bleeding
I’d give my life for you
But You still see right through
And now I’m here crying again
I’m such a fool
[Bridge]
When will I learn
I can’t pick and choose my turn
Half-loved
Half-known
Half-crazy
If I have to remind you
How to treat me
Then what’s the point
Of continuing this cycle
Maybe I’m in denial
Maybe I’m just choosing
Maybe I like the bruising
[Chorus]