Choose me

I don’t wanna wake up

in Five years

Crying the same old Silly tears

Realizing that all my irrational fears

Have come true

You push I pull

The knife’s already dull

I’m waving my flag

I’m to tired to fight back

If I fight I lose

If I leave I lose

My heart is so bruised

I keep taking you back

Cause no sane person

Could act like that

I refuse to believe

You don’t even really like me

I just want you to choose me

Be scared to lose me

I want you to tell me I’m pretty

And it’s so nice to see me

I don’t wanna ask for flowers

Or more fucking hours with you

I just want you to choose me

Be scared to lose me

You say you’re no good

At communicating

But your actions are fluent

And your presence is truant

Why’d you have keep me Down

when I’m already bleeding

I’d give my life for you

But You still see right through

And now I’m here crying again

I’m such a fool

When will I learn

I can’t pick and choose my turn

Half-loved

Half-known

Half-crazy

If I have to remind you

How to treat me

Then what’s the point

Of continuing this cycle

Maybe I’m in denial

Maybe I’m just choosing

Maybe I like the bruising