Haunted

You came home late

Smelled like her perfume

The hickeys on you neck

You tried to hide with your hood

Phone face down

Said it's "just a friend"

I made excuses

Over and over again

Red flags in my face

I painted them green

Watched you touch all over her

While I tried not to act crazy

Should've packed your bags and walked out of my life

Instead of haunting

Everyone I try to love

Now you're living rent free in my head

Every hand I hold

I'm checking their phone

You didn't just leave

You left me with this

Trying not panic every time that

They text doesn’t sound like them

I Saw you with her

On that Snapchat story

You said "it's nothing"

And I started overthinking

Why didn’t you just leave

You took the best of me

You left me scarred

With brand new insecurities

Hating how you still picked me

Scared to love

Scared to trust

Scared to learn

Now I can’t sleep

Unless I get some peace

Don’t stare to long

I might think your cheating

Innocent messages

Turned into secrets

I wish you'd gone

Clean like a cut

Instead of haunting

Everyone I try to love