[Verse 1]
You turn my soft spots
Into scoreboards
Every secret I shared
You acted like you cared
Then you turn around and
Use them to cause damage
I say I’m tired
You call it weak
You’re keeping tallies
I’m just losing sleep
[Chorus]
I don’t wanna wake up in five years
On separate sides of the bed
To deep to leave
Why are you
Counting every favor
Every little thing I forget
If this is how we love
What kind of life is this?
I don’t wanna keep waking up like this
What are you still keeping score for
You already won the war
Your ugly words
Do more damage
Then I can manage
[Verse 2]
You twist my “can you”
Into “your the issue”
Every slow step forward
Means two steps back
You say your just joking
But I still dont laugh
I say I’m drowning
You say “don’t be a baby”
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Maybe I stay
’cause I know your history
But stitching your wounds
Keeps reopening mine
every kiss comes
With an unspoken NDA
That I’ll have to sign
But I’ll walk away
Before I sign away
Anymore of my time
[Chorus]