Scoreboard

You turn my soft spots

Into scoreboards

Every secret I shared

You acted like you cared

Then you turn around and

Use them to cause damage

I say I’m tired

You call it weak

You’re keeping tallies

I’m just losing sleep

I don’t wanna wake up in five years

On separate sides of the bed

To deep to leave

Why are you

Counting every favor

Every little thing I forget

If this is how we love

What kind of life is this?

I don’t wanna keep waking up like this

What are you still keeping score for

You already won the war

Your ugly words

Do more damage

Then I can manage

You twist my “can you”

Into “your the issue”

Every slow step forward

Means two steps back

You say your just joking

But I still dont laugh

I say I’m drowning

You say “don’t be a baby”

Maybe I stay

’cause I know your history

But stitching your wounds

Keeps reopening mine

every kiss comes

With an unspoken NDA

That I’ll have to sign

But I’ll walk away

Before I sign away

Anymore of my time