Locked in but not

Verse 1]

You said we locked in, that it’s me and you

Like nothing in this world could cut us in two

But your phone stays bright, I’m left on read

And I’m talking to silence in my head

You say “I’m busy, I’ll hit you later”

But later turns into never, see you when I can’t stay up

And I’m not asking for all your time

Just don’t make me feel like I’m last in line

‘Cause I’m here showing up, I’m holding on

But it’s hard to feel close when you feel gone

You said we locked in, but you’re never around

Like I’m screaming your name with no sound

Got me wondering where I fit in your life

Am I the peace or just something you hide?

You say “you’re mine,” but it don’t feel right

If I’m locked in, why am I locked out at night?

Yeah, you say it’s real, but I can’t see through

Being “locked in” don’t mean I’m with you

I keep your name saved like a promise kept

But promises fade when they’re never met

I scroll through memories, what we used to be

Now it’s just “seen” and uncertainty

And I don’t wanna fight for attention

But love shouldn’t feel like an exception

If I matter, why do I feel so small?

Like I’m waiting on a call that never calls

And I try to be patient, I try to stay still

But love ain’t love if it only feels real when it’s convenient will

You said we locked in, but you’re never around

Like I’m screaming your name with no sound

Got me wondering where I fit in your life

Am I the peace or just something you hide?

You say “you’re mine,” but it don’t feel right

If I’m locked in, why am I locked out at night?

Yeah, you say it’s real, but I can’t see through

Being “locked in” don’t mean I’m with you

Maybe locked in was just words you said

While I built a home in my head

And I’m tired of holding what you won’t hold back

Love shouldn’t feel like it’s always off track

You said we locked in, but I’m losing ground

Love shouldn’t feel like I’m never found

If I’m yours, then show me it’s true

Not just words when you don’t come through

You say “you’re mine,” but it don’t feel right

If I’m locked in, why am I alone at night?

Yeah, you say it’s real, but I see right through

Being “locked in” don’t mean I’m with you