Stop looking at me like if I'm a role model,
Stopped taking meds, afraid i'll take the whole bottle.
Anxiety at a ten, on constant full throttle, Imposter syndrome always leaves me feeling awful,
I want to be the hero, save me, Marvel,
Before I expire and turn into a fossil.
Impossible, you seem so docile,
Is what they keep saying, not knowing what I go through
Depression's the death of me, my kryptonite, Feeds my negative thoughts, every single night,
Aches and pains like if I was in a fight,
Been in the tunnel for years, yet I haven't seen the light,
Panic attacks, can't breathe, chest tight,
Always a Bane, never the Dark Knight,
Someone take me out, and maybe I might,
Be in peace, and not live in spite.
(Chorus)
I'm on a tightrope, but I don't fear the fall, Alone in the world, have no one to call,
People say they're there, but I don't see anyone at all, I can barely take a step, no energy to crawl
I speak to a therapist, but they cut me loose, Telling me in my face, "That I can't help you." And when you find someone that you can attach to,
Health insurance tells us they're not the one for you.
Life is getting desperate, what can I do,
I've done my part, but still feel worse than the flu,
I'm falling apart, and the world has a front row view.
Don't bother picking me up, I won't stick like glue.
Will they notice if I'm no longer here,
When I'm gone, will the shed a tear,
I can't keep living always in fear,
Been on autopilot, no energy to steer,
My future's blurry, nothing's clear,
They say they want to listen, but I never get an ear.
Over there, over here, yet nobody's near,
That's ok, I'll handle it from here.
(Chorus)
I'm on a tightrope, but I don't fear the fall,
Alone in the world, have no one to call,
People say they're there, but I don't see anyone at all,
I can barely take a step, no energy to crawl.
I'm on a tightrope, but I don't fear the fall, Alone in the world, have no one to call,
People say they're there, but I don't see anyone at all, I can barely take a step, no energy to crawl.
Juni
