Sippin on gin or what was it again? Rippin cigarettes to feel the burn. People texting me but I can’t answer them. I been in my head too much, just the way it’s been. No help for me I’m living a life of rumination and temptation with some revelation and creation to write my way out of my imagination. The weed didn’t help and my therapist says I’m losing my focus on reality when I’m sober anyway. I gotta pay my dues that’s what they say. But I pay two dollars for every one I gain. I pay and pay life takes and takes can it just go away. The stressing and reflecting is depressing I swear.
Look it’s my time it’s my rhyme. Listen to me and be not alone we all going through it. The selfishness and the greed people fighting to get what they need. They tell me to relax and get out my head but how can I relax when inside I feel dead. Where the peace of mind? Yeah where that at? Where it at? Yeah. Come on.
Listen life’s hard enough when you never know if you’ll die young. Crawling out the rat race is easier said than done. The world feels like it’s about to end, the walls are coming down. Pay attention pay your bills go to work make it work and be happy. Try this medicine and it will help your head. Yeah it doesn’thelp shit that’s just what they said. Get the fuck out my head. Get out. It’s my time. Yeah this time it’s my time. My time.
Feel the cold wind on your skin. Let it take over. It’s my time. Time to soar time to roar time to do today what’s not been done before. I’m a stargazer and a trailblazer but I’m not a glazer or a hazer you won’t catch me being a wrong pervader let’s do right together . Be true to yourself be good to yourself because at the end of the day you just alone with yourself. Don’t be doom to yourself or gloom to yourself let the demons out your head and free yourself. I have demons too I had to get that shit out. The weed don’t do it the cigarettes don’t do it the alcohol don’t do it you gotta lift your own self up brother and do it with grace. Don’t forget to save face and don’t forget a middle finger to the rat race it’s time to free yourself.
Can you guess I’ve been blessed and I confess it’s time for success but I digress. Let’s take what we’ve learned from bridges burned and dreams yearned and put it to good. I’m gonna crawl out that hole in the ground I built for myself and build a castle instead because it’s my time. Yeah it’s my time.
