Intro – XXXTENTACION (ruhig, geflüstert)]
Alone again… numb again…
You say love, I say: “when?”
I been lost inside my head… where the f** is the end?*
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[Hook – Juice WRLD (melodisch, traurig)]
Pop two pills just to feel a little less,
Heart been broke, now it’s ink on my chest.
Say you care but you left like the rest,
Now I’m high with the pain, I don’t get no rest.
I don’t wanna die, but I don’t wanna feel,
Woke up faded, hope none of this real.
Thought you were the one, now I’m gone, cold steel…
Screamin’ to the sky, but it don’t hear.
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[Verse 1 – Lil Peep (slow, dreamy)
I’m just a ghost in designer jeans,
Lipstick stains in my lucid dreams.
She said, “Baby, don’t go,” but I’m halfway gone,
Zan in my Sprite, got me singin’ slow songs.
Tattoo tears for the love I lost,
I count my scars, can’t count the cost.
You were the drug, now you just a ghost,
Now I’m in the backseat, toast to the most.
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[Verse 2 – Trippie Redd (emotional, sing-screamed)]
Ayeee!
Why you always cut so deep?
Why I never get no sleep?
Demons in my bed, they creep,
Say you love me, then you leave.
Bleedin’ red, my soul decayin’,
I ain’t prayin’, I’m just sayin’:
All this pain, it keep on playin’—
Loop in my head like the song you hatin’.
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[Hook – Juice WRLD (Refrain wiederholt)]
Pop two pills just to feel a little less,
Heart been broke, now it’s ink on my chest.
Say you care but you left like the rest,
Now I’m high with the pain, I don’t get no rest.
I don’t wanna die, but I don’t wanna feel,
Woke up faded, hope none of this real.
Thought you were the one, now I’m gone, cold steel…
Screamin’ to the sky, but it don’t hear.
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[Verse 3 – XXXTENTACION (ruhig, tief, fast spoken word)]
…If I scream, would you hear me or fade me?
…If I bleed, would you save me or hate me?
I’ve been walkin’ through a maze with my shadow,
Love died young, buried under my gallows.
No light here, just static and scars,
No more dreams, just smoke and cars.
If I vanish, just play this song,
’Cause I been gone… I been gone too long.
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[Outro – All voices overlapping softly (fading)]
Juice WRLD: “I just wanna numb the pain…”
Peep: “She said she loved me, then left with the rain…”
Trippie: “I don’t feel love, I just feel rage…”
X: “Forgive me… if I fade…”
