Midnight Pain

Fade away, lost in the night,

Shadows linger, no end in sight.

Another drink, drowning the pain,

Lonely echoes, driving me insane.

Another drunk night alone,

Another night on my own.

Another night you’re not home,

I just wanna fucking die.

I’m contemplating suicide,

You looked me in my fucking eyes,

And told me all those fucking lies.

You were Bonnie, I was Clyde,

Now I’m stuck in my room, lost in my mind.

Thinking ’bout you, I don’t know what to do,

Pop a couple pills, try to escape the to a better view.

Close my eyes, now I’m on the move,

Only place I feel safe is on the moon.

Slow motion, smooth talkin’, always keep it on me,

Cause I don’t wanna lose nothin

These haunted dreams keep whisperin’ your name,

Chasin’ ghosts through this midnight pain.

Empty bottles, broken glass,

Memories fading, a shadow cast.

Days repeat like a cruel game,

Searching for meaning, lost in blame.

Heartache wrapped in a vice,

You were my heaven but your heart turned to ice.

Thinking ’bout you, everything feels so wrong,

Want to scream but the silence is strong.

Pop a couple pills, I try to escape,

But here in the dark, all I do is break.

Slow motion, smooth talkin’, always keep it on me,

Cause I don’t wanna lose nothin

These haunted dreams keep whisperin’ your name,

Chasin’ ghosts through this midnight pain.

A flicker of hope, but it’s dim and it’s frail,

In the depths of despair, I lift my sail.

Floating in sorrow, caught in the tide,

The boat's full of memories where we used to ride.

So I drown tonight beneath the moon’s glow,

Alcohol wings to help me let go.

Another drunk night, my heart starts to freeze,

With nothing but shadows and whispers in the breeze.