Change

Fighting my sins

Knowing where it begins

Putting my addiction down

So I can turn my life around

Don’t want to loose it all

not worth the fall

All the hurt

pilling the dirt

I know what I’m really worth

saw myself differently

Than what I know what I could be

If I can conquer these demons

Even when I’m dreaming

To say what could be done

But giving up saying the devil has won

Rethinking on my past

The changes that need to last

Lessons learned

Memories burned

Feelings numb

Even though it hurts

I have learned

Life has something you must earn

Trying my best

Forgetting the rest

All the pain

Feels like nothing gain

Trying to save my life

For me myself and I

Thinking twice

As I sing this song

G.O.D i know you hear me

This isn’t who I want to be

Make me strong

Help me fix my wrongs

I need you now more than ever

Help me get it together

Keep my addictions away

So I can live another day