Interlude “ hE mAN”

This is me…

I like to fuck

I get high, I disappear, I ruin st…

But for you?

I might slow down. Might.

This is me…

I like to f**k.

I lie.

I disappear.

And you still love me.

That’s what’s fucked up.

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Percs in my system, she know I’m twisted

Another body callin’, I just might risk it

Backseat sweatin’, lips on my necklace

I don’t love these hoes, they just come for the flexin’

You the only one I think about late night

But I still hit three more before daylight

Told you lies, played both sides

Still feel you deep when I close my eyes

This is me, I like to fuck

I break hearts just to feel touched

I take drugs to feel enough

Too many hoes, but you the one I love

I pop one, I’m floatin’

She ride me while I’m broken

Eyes red, heart frozen

Got hoes lined up, no emotion

Said I’d change, yeah I told you that

But I ghost you, then I double back

She call me “daddy” with her face down

But you the only one that make me crack

Toxic in my blood, I move with demons

Say I’m heartless? Yeah, I believe it

Do her dirty, leave her fiendin’

But you the one I keep my secrets

This is me, I like to f**k

Pain in my chest, but I don’t open up

Drugs in my veins, can’t sober up

Too many hoes, but you the one I—

(…still think about when I’m high as fuck)