Sunflower sEEds

Look…

I’m a lot.

I overthink, I ignore texts, I disappear,

and then I get mad when you don’t chase me.

I’m not easy.

But I need you.

So… don’t be stupid. Come here.

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I caught an attitude over something I saw from 2019

Then told you “I’m fine” with the face that means figure it out

I said I don’t care, but I absolutely care

And now I’m posting like I’m single while stalking your stories on mute

You knew I was dramatic

You knew I had issues

You liked it when it was fun

Now you looking confused because I’m consistent with the chaos

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I’m not easy

I’m not sweet

I will block you and text you from a burner

I will say I don’t want you and cry if you move on

I need you

Even if I act like I don’t

And you need me too, let’s not lie

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You said I need therapy

I said I need a reply within 3 minutes

You said I play games

I said I’m the main character

I change my mind mid-conversation

I tell you “leave me alone” then call back

I start arguments to feel close

I cancel plans just to see if you’ll beg

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I will ruin your peace

And cry about mine

But I look good doing it

So that’s supposed to count for something

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I’m not easy

I’m not sweet

I will test your patience and your location settings

I will say “do you” and then cry in the dark

I need you

And you know you like it here

You don’t go nowhere

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I’m toxic

But I’m cute

And that should be enough for both of us.