I’m a bit paranoid I’m a bit shy I’m a bit worn out it’s getting hard to try and I can’t seem to find the truth with all of these lies I’ve been questioning everything in my life getting no sleep overthinking every night yeah I got so many things that I keep trapped inside so many feelings that I keep trapped inside so many thoughts that won’t leave my mind see me with a frown I’ll still say I’m fine no I keep it all trapped inside yeah I keep all tra-tra-trapped inside… screaming at me all of these voices to my left and my right it’s a annoyance telling what to do no too many choices,yeah now I’ve just been walking around all nervous I might look fine but you you don’t know what’s under the surface I’ve been struggling to find a purpose lately I’ve been feeling like I’m worthless you might know my blessings but you don’t know my curses yeah I hide it away even though I’m hurting on the inside I’m burning I keep on relapsing never learning I keep fighting but is it even worth it yeah is it even…. I’m a bit paranoid I’m a bit shy I’m a bit worn out it’s getting hard to try and I can’t seem to find the truth with all of these lies I’ve been questioning everything in my life getting no sleep overthinking every night yeah I got so many things that I keep trapped inside so many feelings that I keep trapped inside so many thoughts that won’t leave my mind see with a frown I’ll still say I’m fine no I keep it all trapped inside yeah I keep it all tra-tra-trapped inside…[ yeah I have a tendency of always overthinking of always second guessing I need to stop the stressing but I’m so afraid of always losing my blessings I don’t want them to fade to nothing no I’m always afraid about something,but I keep my fears suppressed and I hide the fact that I’m depressed I try but I got nothing left and I can’t get no rest no I’m not at my best,when I get trapped when I get trapped in my brain no I feel the pain and I feel ashamed am I the one to blame all this thinking got me going insane I try my best to change but at the end of the day I remain the same,yeah is it my fault that I feel this way I need to talk to someone but I can’t find the words to say all the bottled up emotions weighing on me everyday I feel like I’m about to break about to fade and no one will notice cause,I’m so quiet yeah I live in the silence my pain I don’t know how to define it I need to open up but I never try it….I’m a bit paranoid I’m a bit shy I’m a bit worn out it’s getting hard to try to try and I can’t seem to find the truth with all of these lies I’ve been questioning everything in my life getting no sleep overthinking every night yeah I got so many things that I keep trapped inside so many feelings that I keep trapped inside so many thoughts that won’t leave my mind see me with a frown I’ll still say I’m fine no I keep it all trapped inside yeah I keep it all tra-tra-trapped inside
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