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### [Intro - Spoken low, pitched down, reverb-drenched]
Yeah... I must admit...
Been a little distraughtful lately...
Forgot you... or maybe you forgot me...
Voices louder than anything...
### [Chorus - Slow, menacing flow, auto-tuned to hell]
I admit it, I'm a little upset, baby
Voices louder than anything you say
Faces from fiction gettin' hazy, crazy
Blame me for my actions? That's just shady
Wasn't me—it was them that hits in the face
Vile keeps spewin', violence chasin' my pace
Off my rocker, daily doses in the trash
How you not notice till I'm fully off the map?
### [Verse 1]
Okay I must admit, been distraughtful lately
And then again, I'll say I fuckin' forgot you, maybe
Can't pretend I've been takin' 'em daily
Pills on the counter, mind in the fray, see?
How could you not notice me slippin' away?
Till I'm all the way off my rocker, baby
Just a little upset, yeah the change is blatant
Voices come louder, drownin' out the statements
Few faces from fiction keep gettin' more hazy
Blurrin' the line, reality's lazy
You blame me for actions like I'm the one drivin'
But it wasn't me—**them** out here providin'
The hits to the face when the rage takes over
Vile spewin' out, poison for the sober
Violence chases me down every corner
Shadows in my head playin' fuckin' tormentor
### [Chorus]
I admit it, I'm a little upset, baby
Voices louder than anything you say
Faces from fiction gettin' hazy, crazy
Blame me for my actions? That's just shady
Wasn't me—it was them that hits in the face
Vile keeps spewin', violence chasin' my pace
Off my rocker, daily doses in the trash
How you not notice till I'm fully off the map?
### [Verse 2 - darker, half-spoken]
They hit people in the face when I'm not even there
I'm just the vessel, the body they wear
Spewin' that vile, chasin' the thrill
Mental prison, no windows, no kill switch, real
Changed for the worse, voices turned conductor
Symphony of screams, I'm the reluctant producer
Forgotten the meds, now the haze is thicker
Fiction bleed real, make the trigger finger quicker
### [Outro - fading whispers + distorted ad-libs]
It wasn't me... it was them...
Vile keeps spewin'... violence chases...
Off my rocker... baby...
(45 BPM heartbeat kick fades into static and distant screams)
Ashonedge
