In front of the foggy mirror,
Looking at my reflection,
Singing to myself
With tears in my eyes
And pain in my chest.
Girl, I look into my own eyes and see pain,
I see how hard it was for me to be here today.
And my journey was not easy,
Even if I try to write this song today,
I could never measure
The crushing and suffocating feeling
That I carried all this time.
But today I am here…
Eeeeeeee… all alone,
Always alone.
I just wanted to hide
Under my bed
And stay there forever.
I was so little,
And I had no one for me,
No one by my side.
Today I am still alone,
And afraid of living like this forever.
Girl…
How many nights did I cry in silence?
How many times did I smile while broken?
How much pain did I keep inside my chest
Without anyone noticing?
Girl…
I learned far too early
That the world can be cruel.
And even wounded, even tired,
I still remained standing.
But today I am here…
Eeeeeeee… all alone,
Always alone.
I just wanted to hide
Under my bed
And stay there forever.
I was so little,
And I had no one for me,
No one by my side.
Today I am still alone,
And afraid of living like this forever.
Girl…
If I could go back in time,
I would hold myself in the dark.
I would whisper softly in my own ear:
“You will survive it all.”
Girl…
Even in pieces, I stayed.
Even without comfort, I kept going.
Even so sad…
I made it this far.