Foggy Mirror

In front of the foggy mirror,

Looking at my reflection,

Singing to myself

With tears in my eyes

And pain in my chest.

Girl, I look into my own eyes and see pain,

I see how hard it was for me to be here today.

And my journey was not easy,

Even if I try to write this song today,

I could never measure

The crushing and suffocating feeling

That I carried all this time.

But today I am here…

Eeeeeeee… all alone,

Always alone.

I just wanted to hide

Under my bed

And stay there forever.

I was so little,

And I had no one for me,

No one by my side.

Today I am still alone,

And afraid of living like this forever.

Girl…

How many nights did I cry in silence?

How many times did I smile while broken?

How much pain did I keep inside my chest

Without anyone noticing?

Girl…

I learned far too early

That the world can be cruel.

And even wounded, even tired,

I still remained standing.

But today I am here…

Eeeeeeee… all alone,

Always alone.

I just wanted to hide

Under my bed

And stay there forever.

I was so little,

And I had no one for me,

No one by my side.

Today I am still alone,

And afraid of living like this forever.

Girl…

If I could go back in time,

I would hold myself in the dark.

I would whisper softly in my own ear:

“You will survive it all.”

Girl…

Even in pieces, I stayed.

Even without comfort, I kept going.

Even so sad…

I made it this far.